I was at work for 13 hours today, still that isn’t the reason why I’m tired. I honestly don’t know why I’m tired, it feels like I’ve been permanently tired for a long time now. I might be tired of pretending, of trying to fit in, feeling the pressure to please people. I obsess over these sort of things, yet in the end it usually leaves me incapable of acting - I freeze and do nothing. because I’m tired I do most things on autopilot, I’m almost not there, I just do - I feel nothing. I feel like I